7.13.2008
remembering sunday.
okay, its the start of the week again.
schools tomorrowo.
hate it.
now theres like the feeling of not going to school and stuffs.
idkk why, but yeah.
jeez
this is gonna be something non-related to todays problem statement..
i mean whatever that happened today.
its just gonna be feelings.
=]
have you ever miss someone?
i bet yall would actually do.
who doesnt right?
well..
sometimes you wish you could just go back.
back to when you thought a broken heart was merely drawing a heart with a crack down the middle.
back to when there were no complications in life.
back when you wasnt worried about relationships.
if you had any idea how many times youve been ditched by guys in the past year,
youd be amazed that its even possible.
i mean,
its all good at first...
we get to the part of admitting that we like each other,
&& then almost immediately after that, its over.
mm..
im so sick of thinking that the next guy i start talking to isnt gonna do me that way...
only to be proven wrong.
maybe i let people inside too easily.
maybe i need to put back up those walls that held strong for so long.
im completely lost right now.
i feel so fuckin alone.
i hate this fucked up feeling.
to every fuckin guy in my past that this applies to::
YOU NEVER SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME YOU LIKED ME
YOU NEVER SHOULD HAVE HELD MY HAND
YOU NEVER SHOULD HAVE KISSED ME
YOU NEVER SHOULD HAVE HELD ME
if it meant nothing!
you should seriously think before you act.
those kind of things actually mean something to some girls.
some girls dont just go around doing those things with every guy they think is cute.
some girls are actually the type you should hold on to.
but youll realize that once its all too late
&& youve already fucked it all up.
that girl began to let you in
&& tryed so hard to step out of that shy exterior all for YOU.
because she thought that maybe you could be the one that was worth it this time.
but you chose to hurt her.
im not speaking of broken hearts.
im just speaking of hurt feelings.
a feeling that the girl gets sick of feeling consistently.
soon she'll just give up completely.
(generally speaking of course)
what do yall think bout this?
i did lots of thinking bout it you know.
dont complain.
goodbye <3
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