7.30.2008
its time to be serious.
i dont want to waste my time on some shit ass guy.
im done wasting my time.
but well i know its easier said than done.
but im fucking serious.
im done done done.
i dont wanna play games.
ill just hope thats the right guy.
but somehow it doesnt seems like it.
one word: player.
only if you know the real world, youll get what i mean.
i like this guy.
he said he do too, but idk whether or not its true.
we hugged
we hooked up
we held hands
it all happened just way too fast.
thats why its seems more like a game.
i dont think whatever he says is true.
but the action that he does,
seems like it when were out or with his friends.
IDK.
fucking confused.
and i wanna just go lay down.
i am so fucking sleepy.
ps: i edit this on the friday.
Stories && Alibis17:56
7.28.2008
boring lesson
its monday and its so boring.
im in school blogging like no ones business.
i havent had any sleep yet since last night.
still surviving tho.
de you didnt have any sleep too.
we basically chat online till morning.
crap && lame stuffs.
jeez fuck
i cant stop fucking yawning.
someone come save mehhhh!!!
lemme see what i can recall or talk about.
oh yeah
i had this convo wit this dude, jian guang.
he is my secondary school fren =]
it was a fun convo.
were like talking bout crappy stuffs or lovey stuffs,
whatever you call that. =]
were like fucking saying
"ily"
"wo ai ni"
"hearts"
"imy"
"dont lie"
"awwwh"
......
and more.
jeez,
i love you tho.
as a friend of course.
go fucking find your girlfriend bitchhhh!!
dont fucking lie to me, haha.
do tell me you love me && you didnt lie.
ahha!!
and dont blame me for hurting you.
i didnt mean to reject from going out with you.
hahha.
&& you working at the time DUDEEEEE!
i ask to come to the gig with me.
but you couldnt.. awhhhh.
well..
were just playingggggggg with each other ;]
but i do miss you dudeeeeee.
&& when are we gonna hanggggg?
huh huh huh, you tell me!?
im tired && i wanna lay down now.
fuck the sleepless night.
i drank this morning too. oops :X
what a nice timing to drink eh?
i know right?
im outta here
&& i doubt there will be anything interesting gonna happen.
so im pretty much done here. =]
thanks
good mornin yall.
have a great monday =]
Stories && Alibis11:12
7.27.2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALVIN!
another day of birthdays.
todays calvins && my moms birthday.
how coincidence?!
&& his my ex :O
haha.
okayy..
i wanna talk bout yesterday.
see i soooo goood.
reach home at this time then blog.
start wishing you happy birthday!
i went to a gig yesterday @ RP.
CARACAL
&&
ELECTRICO (they actually did a encore)
r teh awesum shit.
i like the guitarist from caracal.
fucking hott tatt!!
met and saw some people id seen in the gig @ *scape the last time.
lol.
=]
whoever that didnt went..
you suck!
you missed out an awesum gig.
no comment.
should have ask sam to come. =]
but whatever its over && im not tired.
byeeeee!!!!
<3
Stories && Alibis00:01
7.25.2008
HAPPY JEREMY DAY!
its friday aka cam whore dayyy.
took a number of pictures.
pretty cool.
am i suppose to upload here??
mm like kinda lazy tho.
go to my friendster && check them out yeah?
left class early today.
headed down to commonwealth to return a fucking tag.
but still didnt get my freakin money.
we then went to smoke?!?
oops. yeah.
you saw what i typed.
awh.
=]
haha.
we then went to orchard and chill.
went to the hongkong cafe to have dinner.
mmmm not bad..
i mean the food.
mervyn was at orchard too.
together with sam..
to buy some shit.
IDKK.
haha.
we supposed to meet up,
but didnt.
awh how sadddddddddddddddddd.
haha =]
and sam..
not that i dont wanna see your face but mhmm..
haha.
badass!
dont say that.
how i wish i could pinch your cuteee faceeeee.
=]
&& ill try to pull out your "fake" eyebrown piercing.
your not a good liar && im not blind..
i CAN see its real!!
oh kayy.
talked to jeremy earlier in the morning too.
wishing him a happy birthday.
me: DUDEEEEEEEEEE
jer: yeah?
me: HAPPY FUCKINGGGGG NINETEEN BIRTHDAY BITCHHHHHH!!
jer: whoa thank you slut
........ it goes on and on.......
i dont wanna continue this oready.
im outta here.
adios!!!!!!!!
MWAH
Stories && Alibis23:22
7.24.2008
i wanted to post yesterday buttt..
I FELL ASLEEP WHEN I REACHED THE MAIN PAGE OF BLOGGER!!
who the fuck actually does that?
im sucha dumb fuck.
lawl.
yesterday yesterday yesterday..
now let me recall.
i met up wit jia hui,
&& went to commonwealth.
fuck the tag bitch!
i meant the lady that attended to us yesterday.
screw her dudeee.
wasted my trip.
but whateverrrrrrrrr.
next we then head to dhoby ghaut.
that means plaza sing for goodness sake.
we went to have our fucking dinner.
and then we went to drinkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
i bought a green apple vodka.
i felt hott.
lawl,
that sound so wrong dude.
but who caressss,
i really felt hott,
&& we talked about doing shit.
well, not gonna leak it out what shit were gonna do.
so dont bother asking.
heheh.
=]
UT is starting..
so umm... BYE?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!
Stories && Alibis08:35
7.21.2008
monday, i hate it
whatss up dorks?
im so bored im so bored im so bored.
&& im so tired.
i could doze off anytime depends on me.
=]
i call the shots.
i saved this as draft and totally forgotten what had happened.
oops.
something happened today,
i doesnt seem to remember it.
eh?
whatever.
ill still post this.
muahahhahahahahahhaha
bye =]
Stories && Alibis20:22
7.20.2008
okayy..
here are the some of the pictures of the CAM WHORE DAY!!
JO && ME
i didnt know her hands on me, LOL!
its suppose to be a RWAR look =\
acting cute shit =]
HEARTSSSSS <3
ME && JIA LING && BEATRICE
thats MARCUS =]
im done,,
obviously this are not all of it..
DUHH!
goodbye enjoy.
Stories && Alibis16:29
7.19.2008
saturday is awesumm
saturdayyyyyyy is the day where you go out and jamming with headbanging songs.
lawl.
beginning of that day was pretty boring.
watch movies and stuffs.
was actually looking forward in hanging out wit Nate.
he asked me to catch hancock wit him && stuffs.
stupid asshole,
had something on && doesnt wannt tell me earlier.
fuck that shit dude.
owell,
i still have sha && mervyn.
sha kinda asked me out to a gig @ *scape.
but that starts at 6pm.
yikes.
mhmm.
thats where mervyn steps in.
he knew im gonna be bored at home for the moment.
so went to text me asking me if i wanna hang with him && 2 of his friends.
they're noman && samual.
pretty nice people.
no joke.
we kinda walk around,,
chilled at some places
&& stuffs..
mm..
idk,
but i kept having this weird feeling.
i kept thinking your mad at me && stuffs.
im serious.
&& im sorry dude.
you just doesnt seem to show it out.
i couldnt tell.
like when were in Carl's Jr.
you was like so whatever.
idk what to say, really.
i know i just didnt spend my time well.
cause we didnt get to meet up often anymore.
im sorry dude.. really.
you left && i didnt even get a proper goodbye.
fuck that shit.
okay.. enuff of that shit stuffs.
i went on to a gig after mervyn left.
he couldnt made it.
i went wit his sam, norman, sha and others of mervyn friends whos there.
the gig was really good.
dont underestimate the local bands here.
its good, especially the scream.
its awesum shit.
yall who doesnt have a life, go to a gig.
listen to live music.
&& thats the place to meet hott dudes.
best saturday.
cep for the shit earlier.
but were cooled after that.
cant tell whether he mad or what still.
oh yeah,,
one more thing..
I SAW CLAIR @ far east.
lol.
she was screaming my fuckin name.
jeez!
lol!
im outttttttt <3
Stories && Alibis22:07
7.18.2008
CAM WHORE DAY!!
ITS FRIDAYY.
its the fuckin weekend again.
IM HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.
idk why but yes i am.
in the beginning..
school was actually pretty boring.
thanks to the faci?!?
module is already soooo boring && yet the faci is even boring.
how can my day be any miserable?!
lawl.
my new team members are..
JO
JIA LING
MEI XIAN
BEATRICE
&&
ME
welp things get even more && more interesting as the day goes by.
i had fun.
&& i mean FUNN SHIT.
we talked && we laughed.
its pretty cool actually.
hehee..
ill post sum pictures on tomorrowo blog.
=]
oh yeah..
&& its MERVYN birthday todayyyyy.
just text him && stuffs.
=]
its his 19th birthdayyyy.
howww awesummmmmmmmmmmm.
=]
i love that boyy..
&& i miss that boy..
he needs to get be freeeee from all the work that he hasss!!
seriously dudee.
we havent been hanging out && stuffs.
jeez!
class going to end soon.
&& im going to suntec city to sign sum shit.
mm && yes, i am blogging in school now.
how fun eh?
blog && not listening to the boring faci.
lawl.
okay..
im gonna post this thing up now.
so yall have a great weekend!
once again....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAR MERVYN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BBY
good evening && bye
Stories && Alibis15:52
7.16.2008
mmorningggg.
check out the time now dudee.
its so early && and im here.
been up like around 3 am plus.
how cool is that?!!
nahh, its tired shit.
its too early to start preparing anywayys.
so all im doiing right now would be umm..
music,
chats
&& some gay website.
school was alright.
infact i actually fergotten what had happened today.
lame && goodbye.
Stories && Alibis05:17
7.13.2008
remembering sunday.
okay, its the start of the week again.
schools tomorrowo.
hate it.
now theres like the feeling of not going to school and stuffs.
idkk why, but yeah.
jeez
this is gonna be something non-related to todays problem statement..
i mean whatever that happened today.
its just gonna be feelings.
=]
have you ever miss someone?
i bet yall would actually do.
who doesnt right?
well..
sometimes you wish you could just go back.
back to when you thought a broken heart was merely drawing a heart with a crack down the middle.
back to when there were no complications in life.
back when you wasnt worried about relationships.
if you had any idea how many times youve been ditched by guys in the past year,
youd be amazed that its even possible.
i mean,
its all good at first...
we get to the part of admitting that we like each other,
&& then almost immediately after that, its over.
mm..
im so sick of thinking that the next guy i start talking to isnt gonna do me that way...
only to be proven wrong.
maybe i let people inside too easily.
maybe i need to put back up those walls that held strong for so long.
im completely lost right now.
i feel so fuckin alone.
i hate this fucked up feeling.
to every fuckin guy in my past that this applies to::
YOU NEVER SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME YOU LIKED ME
YOU NEVER SHOULD HAVE HELD MY HAND
YOU NEVER SHOULD HAVE KISSED ME
YOU NEVER SHOULD HAVE HELD ME
if it meant nothing!
you should seriously think before you act.
those kind of things actually mean something to some girls.
some girls dont just go around doing those things with every guy they think is cute.
some girls are actually the type you should hold on to.
but youll realize that once its all too late
&& youve already fucked it all up.
that girl began to let you in
&& tryed so hard to step out of that shy exterior all for YOU.
because she thought that maybe you could be the one that was worth it this time.
but you chose to hurt her.
im not speaking of broken hearts.
im just speaking of hurt feelings.
a feeling that the girl gets sick of feeling consistently.
soon she'll just give up completely.
(generally speaking of course)
what do yall think bout this?
i did lots of thinking bout it you know.
dont complain.
goodbye <3
Stories && Alibis21:36
7.12.2008
weekendsss is hereeee noww
welcome to saturday.
congrats fer yall to make it through so far this week.
your two more days away from monday again.
&& the same old routine starts alllll over again
&& were gonna they monday blues thingy.
how encouraging is that huh?
lawl.
saturday.
sent my brother back to armp camp or hideout.
idkk whats it called.
&& idc.
lame car ride.
slept all the way there && all the wayy back.
how comfortable eh?
i know right?
im done fer the night.
im gonna continue my stuffs while IDKK whats gonna happen.
so umm..
have a good saturday night yall.
lets go sleeplessss.
g'night mates.
have a good sunday tomorrowo.
Stories && Alibis22:23
7.10.2008
umm..
i was lateeeeee for the fucking UT.
great huh??!
i know right?
welp UT was kinda bullshit.
no idea, just filled it up nicely for them.
what else can i do?
nothing right?!
followed up with computing && math again.
thats like so disgusting dude.
gimme a break on that will you??!
lawl.
lets not talk bout it anymoreeee.
pretty much sucky module when i got no clue wtf is with the coding shit.
.
.
.
.
oh kayy
after schoolllllllllllllll
met up with nate for the first time again after many many days.
asshole him,
always hang with his new friends.
fuck that shit.
but id probably care less bout it.
nyahahhahaha.
well
we went for a bus ride to the interchange.
Jo was there too.
pretty cool bus ride.
laughed and stuffs. =D
not pretty bad actually.
we could do that more often.
im done typing,
ill do it tomorrow.
i write something nice,
something nice.
lawl
does that even make sense?!?
just wait and see.
g'night mates.
Stories && Alibis22:03
7.09.2008
July 8th && 9th
I
AM
SICK
I
AM
SICK
I
AM
SICK
I
AM
SICK
I
AM
SICK
ill be back.
probably tomorrow guys.
ill seeya sooooon <3
&& thanks for yer concern.
good morning mates
Stories && Alibis06:22
7.06.2008
its sunday.
a boring sunday.
im so bored that i start blogging now.
check out the time.
its so freaking EARLY.
barely even dinner time yet.
its like zomg?!?
so far, all i ever did was to watch telly && getting on to chat && more.
what else can i do fer now?!?
owell ill be going out later,
like around 6 plus er something.
so i guess ill tolerate fer now.
with the help of the telly that is.
&& mmusic of course.
no way am i gonna survive without it.
music is part of me.
its like whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa oh.
ill hang out wit you if you listen to my songs.
i mean my type of songs.
jeez if you dont, ill still hang wit ya.
im one nice ass.
lets get crazy together.
crazy as in krazzzzzzzzz-ayyyyy.
mm just dont bring me down.
thanks =]
what else mmore can i add?!?
umm..
im a sucker for cool shit ass guys.
lawl, thats like pretty way off from i had typed earlier.
i know right?
well i got something fer you.
its like a quote or something.
its cool shit, you know?
Stephen King once wrote:
Time takes it all, whether you want it to or not.
Time takes it all, time bears it away.. and in the end.. there is only darkness.
Sometimes we find others in that darkness, and sometime we lose them there again.
get the meaning of it?!?
if you do, good job.
if you dont, idk what to say.
just slowly figure it out yeah?
ill give you all the time.
cause this post will not disappear.
i cant believe i typed so much crap here when i do nothing today.
i mean till the time when i blog.
im done wit this shit already.
gotta start to prepare soon.
ill see ya around
&& im dying to meet someone right now.
i love yall.
so goodbye!
Stories && Alibis15:54
7.05.2008
birthdays && birthdaysss
lets start off with mornin'.
i had to wake up at fucking 7 in the morning, but i got up even earlier than that.
probably got used to the whole school thingy. jeez.
i had to head down to my grandma home fer one reason.
&& thats to celebrate my godbrother birthday.
well, its an advanced birthday celebration tho.
actual would be on the july 11th.
ordered bunch of stuffs. i mean food.
its pretty pretty filling. so yeah.
butt i didnt manage to eat the cake as i had to rush home && got changed fer my afternoon.
as for my afternoon,
i went to vivocity.
how cool is that to see Jo, JiaLing there?!?
owell thats because they're working. mhmm.
i was there wit Ethan, the birthday boyyy, Nate, my bestfriend, && Gavin, my another good friend && the one i met up with first.
basically we're close friends.
we just miss each other.
we went to watch wanted.
yes yes yes, thats my second time watching. i know fully.
but its a good movie, so i wouldnt mind. its cool.
i had a awesum && great day with them.
cool people never dies.
once close friends will always be close friedns.
all the memories i had && stuffs.
each one of them has their individual memories kept in me.
Ethan would be the guy i liked in the past.
stuffs kinda happen but didnt work out somehow.
but its cool, we're good friends. =]
Nate would be the guy thats always around me.
we share personal stuffs.
he's my best friend.
he's fun to be with whenever im out with him or a buch of friends.
he's always making me laugh like fuck.
its just too entertaining.
Gavin would be the guy of my ex boyfriend.
somehow it didnt work out.
we didnt last long.
but its cool.
we still talk, as we know were better off as friends.
&& he's one of my close friends too.
they're my cool friends.
the way they dress, the way they look, the hairstyles && their personalities.
they're my close friends.
dont be jealous.
go find yourself sum cool shit ass friends.
my friends are cooler than yours.
so goodnight mates.
&& be jealous.
Stories && Alibis22:36
7.04.2008
weekendssss babies..
the weekendsssss are here babyyyyyyyyyyy.
its freakin fridayyyy nighttttttt.
wooooooooooooooo.
what are yall gonna do?!?
well i just got back from compass point.
walked walked walked && see see see. thats all.
got outta home, cause i cant stay in.
im gonna go get sum rest..
needa get up at fucking 7am tomorrow.
Stories && Alibis21:44
7.03.2008
what a day what a day..
had my fuckin UT today againnnn.
ran off during midway of my class. during the first break out that is.
they're bunch of losers.
who said they're gonna leave but failed to do so.
bullshit-ing only.
so fuck that shit, loserssssssss.
lawl. haha.
LISA, JO && me when to catch a movie.
the stranger that is.
it was pretty thrilling buttttttt..
the ending sucks.
idk wtf wit the ending.
lmao.
&& then,
we went back.
oyeah,
before movies,
we went to eat Mac.
&& chilled fer a bit.
it was allllll good.
its cool shit.
im done typing.
sooo..
goodbye friends
Stories && Alibis18:09
7.01.2008
suppose to be June 1st not 2nd...
hohoho.
whats up dorks?
just got home, got myself cleannnnned && i smell nice. =]
soooooo whats wit today??!
as for morning, im sure you guys know bout it.
&& today's umm.. cognitive UT. hates UT shit. once its start, it never ends.
its like saying, wtf??!
school ended pretty late today tho. && im dead serious, its late.
i actually went to catch WANTED in the cinema yesterday after school.
welp, at junction 8 which is located at bishan, if you got no fucking idea where that is.
&& i caught it with Mervyn <3
cool shit stuffs happened tho. && i mean real cool shit.
lawl, i doubt youll be like.. whaaaaaaaaaaaaat??!.. right now.
the movie was kinda cool && nice.
maybe you should go catch it too, idkkk its up to you.
now im gonna go and have sum sleep.
soooooo..
goodbye yall,
ill see ya tomorrow, it apply to those who are in the same school as me that is.
goodnightt
Stories && Alibis23:15